THE Without

Just came from work, kicked off my shoes, rubbed my own feet, and drew my own bath, made my own dinner, and got in bed looking over at the empty space. Now what's missing here?? My biggest without is dampering on my conscious and beginning to bother me. I know its good to, you know...be positive...and patient...say things like, "Things will get better." But hell, There are also times when you say, "F that ish!" and gripe and complain til you feel better...lol. I'm just really "tired" of this present situation I'm in. No one to call, kick it with, get some male-to-female advice. I mean I have friends (friend-girls), but I need a guy. A guy to chat with and not feel I need to watch what I say because I might be leading him on. Every girl needs a good guy friend. One to talk with, chill, watch the game, play the game, exercise maybe, and definitely let off some steam from the estrogen atmosphere. Friend-boys??!!! Where are you??!!